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This is awesome. I beat my goal by 100 points vs last week. #micdrop #choosehappiness #thankyoujesus #weightlossjourney #abouttime
Sounds good to me. In this ugly society of school shootings our hearts ache for those who had their entire lives blown apart Friday morning. As much as I feel that society is living through the book of revelations shows me more than ever that I need to be square with God and Christ. #thankful #christian #imgay #choosehappiness #choosewisely
#woah that’s me. #mindovermatter our own mirrors are cruel. To the outside world we shine bright. #choosehappiness #weightwatchers #weightloss #healthy
Yes 100%. Trust Jesus and anything is possible. #choosehappiness #liveyourbestlife #peaceful #mylife❤️
Emotionally draining week. #omg #seriously despite #depression and a small #meltdown on WW connect @av8r007 and got it all on 🎥. Went back and watched it and it inspired me to keep moving forward. I’ve worked too hard in my life to slow down now. #watchmego #weightwatchers #wwfreestyle #wwflex #athlete #wwbros #choosehappiness
Sooo freakin exhausted but I did it!! @rochellefitnessdance Glutes of Most Resistance. No kidding! That was awesome! 520 cal burn 30 min. #omg #aaptiv #weightwatchers #beastmode #cardioqueen
#youbetcha #thankyoujesus #inspireme #mentalhealthawareness #choosehappiness
#thankyoujesus following my dreams and letting my holy God lead the way. #liveyourbestlife #happy #transformation
I love food! I love carbs. I always have. I was never he skinny kid. I was a depressed kid. I ate my feelings. I still have depression, but it doesn’t control my life anymore. Jesus and Weight Watchers do! Plus I’m gay. Who knew? #thankyoujesus #weightlossjourney #instagay #weightwatchers #hopeful #weighin #icandoanything #jesustakethewheel
#ohwait that’s me! #weightlosstransformation #weightwatchers
Focus #mindfulness #thankful #compassion #jesus #transformation
We’ve got this. Judy said so. 👠
Not forgetting where I’m from. Just being the best version of me daily. Choosing happiness over anything else. Never give up on what you want to achieve. #believe #joy #weightlossjourney #flexfriday #beamazing
Hey everyone! Beautiful day and another no rain Friday! #feelinggood #spaceneedle #seattle #weightwatchers
Off to #therapy gonna do some #soulsearching and show my #therapist that for once in my life I’m in total control and the fact that I’ve achieved happiness is proud moments. #growup #instagood #instagay #sunny

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Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.

I’ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.

 


 

We had an amazing five years.  I have no regrets about us.  You taught me what love was and what it felt like to love.  I will never forget the memories we shared together.

I pick up keys to my place on Saturday.  I’m so sad this relationship is over.

It was for the best.  We gave it our all.

7 comments on “Goodbye My Lover

  1. I’m sorry, my lovely.
    xxx

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  2. William says:

    Hi mark,
    I have been silently following your connection on weight watchers for the last four months and I look forward to following you on your journey. This is my fourth time back on ww but this time is for keeps. I, like you am gay. I am in a committed relationship, and have been for16 years now. Although I really don’t know much about your situation, reading between the lines reminds me of the place I was at nearly 20 years ago. I was in a different relationship, but when I had met my ex, I was self hating and very toxic to myself and to my partner. He was an amazing man, but I wasn’t. I needed to learn to love myself on my own. It killed me to leave him but it made me the person I am today. My weight will always be a struggle and I plan to conquer this now.
    I just wanted to tell you how much of an inspiration your posts have been. Especially the one whet you posted how many extra weekly points you had gone over. I now remin myself if I do something similar.
    You are great and you have already succeeded.
    Thanks,
    William

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    1. Dear William, thank you so much for your message. It is amazing to see relationships grow. Thank you so much for following my journey and I’m glad that you wrote and that I could connect with you. Take care William. Be well

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  3. This brought me to tears. This song gets me every time.

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    1. Oh man, I completely understand. It just means so much to me.

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  4. Shelly Marchese says:

    I love your WW profile and now I am reading your blog. I’m thrilled with your resilience and determination. Continue to be strong. ❤️18itsthelaw (Shelly).

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    1. Hey Shelly! Thank you so much for checking out my journey. ❤ . Thank you for all the love you show me here and on Connect. We got this! ❤

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